三月的第14天

所有思绪从此又被我从循环垃圾桶重新的找出来了。人啊，知道太多太多真的不是好事。该死的好奇心。真的很该死。我们又如此地，隔着一道心墙。我尝试拆开它，跨过它。真的。我有在努力但是该死的好奇心，让我又重新地归回原点。不再放一点一点的心思。不想被辜负。

所以，我就这样，远远地看着无情的你。不再为了这点小事落寞地哭泣。只能在夜里静静地让自己被思绪覆盖再让自己入睡。然后又是新的一天的开始。

告诉你吧，我真的很喜欢你这个朋友。但是那不停使唤的好奇心毁灭了我对你的喜欢。

开始领悟到当你用很宽很宽很宽的心去看待某件事，做人真的比较快乐。
没关系，朋友，我原谅你的无知 :) 真心的，不带点儿讽刺。真的。

Someone will actually love you forever/

Love between old folks',

Bittersweet.

Yea, it's Friday. I love Fridays. Loving the after-school-pol-class and loving the time where I can relax myself with the computer.

Just watched a korea movie. Late Blossom. It is about the love between two old couples. Two lovely couples. It was emotional and touching movie and also witty at the same time. There was a part where the halbeoji sent a love letter in drawing form to the halmeoni who was illiterate. It was sweet and funny at the same time. Compare to the people nowadays who send love letter through SMS, facebook chat box. Love letters might be old-fashioned but it is quite as romantic as one that arrives in a envelope?

I love seeing old couples. Seeing them reminds me of there is love that is forever. And it keeps me to continue believing that there will be someone out there in this big big world who is going to love me for the future ten years, twenty years, thirty years... someone will actually love you  f o r e v e r/

Still remember few weeks back while having dinner with my family at 3 Gok Dei, I saw an old couple. They were holding their hands after having their meals walking towards their car like those young couples we will see at Aeon. I went 'AWWW' and told ma about it. Seeing those scenes I'll tell myself, once someone grabbed my hand, I'll hold it tightly and gently,too. Protect it with my entire life and never let go.

//Drugs: N2677

当一切成了习惯 开始依靠彼此的肩膀 天空画下属于我们的彩虹
当我们聚在一起 欢笑声总不停地回荡 所有泪水因你们而有意义

从陌生到熟悉 慢慢累积我们的感情
缘分将我们包围 彼此相遇就是缘分的开始

*无时无刻想起握紧双手走过的时光
世界好像绕着我们转 每个角落都有我们走过的痕迹
无时无刻都会想起一同做过的傻事
一切都会围绕在心里 永远不会被遗忘

把时间永远停在这一秒 我们的故事从这里开始

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过了末日乌龙的圣诞，没有特别开心。跨过2012，没有伤感，没有任何表情。
很不可理喻，就这样倒数了20秒，学记再也不是26的世界。我们，毕业了。虽然很不可理喻，虽然我们都不舍得，虽然往后再也见不了51个脸孔了，虽然很多虽然，我们终究得接受这个事实。感谢有你们，让我变得坚强，让我变得珍惜，让我忧伤，让我快乐。感谢有你们，让我成为今天的我。感谢有你们让我的2012很美好。有人问说为什么到了任期，毕业了才放XJ？我心里每一次都默默地回答，因为毕业了，分离了才懂得珍惜，才知道原来对26的每一位的那份爱是那么的深。这名字，一辈子都不会改了。就好像Ah Sheng说的，学记不是一阵子的称号，而是一辈子的符号。


还是很老套的一句，XJ13179

N1661
2 Jan 2013

续任。如此简单，如此难。

有时候会很庆幸，我是你们的其中一个。我们会是辉煌的历史，总是这样安慰着自己。残酷的现实，不能从我们这儿改变下步伐吗？托付这个家给他们。这家不会垮吧？

Just like what I've said, 8 days left, this is ridiculous, simply ridiculous.