I scrolled to the bottom of my messenger and it strikes me sooo soooo hard that there were soooo many people whom I was realllyyyy close with now turned out to be just strangers that I saw on ig and Snapchat..
What’s even heartbreaking was I found this message from this one person that I cared about saying that she felt that we’re losing our bond. I clearly did not take her words seriously, maybe it was because I had a gang of friends that I enjoyed being with at that moment, or maybe I thought that we are not ‘fit’ to become friends anymore? For whatever reason it is, my reply was.. not to say hurtful because I did not respond directly but it was heartbreaking to see how our friendship faded that way.
Merely because I don’t care about her anymore.
“I appreciate our friendship”
“It’s so awkward.”
“Lol.”
It ended.
Before I reread this conversation, I’ve always thought that I’m always the one who hold onto friendship by making extra efforts. Never did I realise that there was someone who wanted to ‘save’ our friendship, and I...rejected her effort.
And she deserves a sorry for me.
